In a book by Judith Viorst, a young boy named Alexander has a "terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day." Life seems to mock him either through sins of commission (he wakes up with gum in his hair) or sins of omission (even his mother forgets to give him dessert). As adults, we appreciate the charm of Alexander's innocent belief that, somehow, there is a conspiracy of betrayal. In fact, when my own childish and self-absorbed thoughts get the better of me, I can't honestly deny an even greater immaturity of my own! Perhaps we have all had those moments --or days --when we act as if all the world is against us.
John 13 records Jesus last few hours before He will be falsely tried and convicted, sentenced, beaten almost to death, and executed. Surely, all the world had come against Him; His own countrymen, the government, and even, His friends. Verse 30 records the moment in which Judas headed into the night to betray the very One who loved him to the end. A terrible, horrible, no good, very bad thing indeed! But how did Jesus respond?
Now the Son of Man is glorified, and God is glorified in Him. (v. 31)
The glorification of the Son for the glorification of the Father and the good of an entire Kingdom of people had begun! Now! In the betrayal, in the custody of those who desired to silence Him, in the fear that would strike His disciples, in the cowardice of a self-seeking governor, in the bloodthirsty cries of a gathering crowd, in the beating at the hand of those who delighted in inflicting pain on others, in the humiliating execution, in the silence that would follow. This is what victory looked like. This was the glorification of our Savior. But before it would be completed, Jesus made time for a lesson in love.
Lord, where are You going? The words of Peter as Jesus began, once again, to speak His final words to His followers. Have you ever tried teaching a young child about something that is clearly not as interesting to them as the wrinkles on your face or the dog barking three streets away? I imagine Peter this way; so passionate, yet so distracted by what he sees as a need for cold, hard facts. Once he's got them, he's all in; but he's got to have the details first! And imagine Jesus, His heart aching to deliver to them this critical message, the impetus for their work as they established the Church universal. Love one another.
Lord, I would lay down my life for you! Again, Peter. Where could his friend possibly go that he would not want to follow? And Jesus tells him:
The rooster shall not crow till you have denied Me three times. (v. 38)
Fear will overtake you. You are not yet strong enough to face your cross. One day you will be, but not before your work on earth has been done. For now, just do this one thing I am asking you to do; for now, just love.
Our pastor laments that we often dream of costly obedience while struggling with, becoming irritated by, even avoiding inconvenient obedience; those things we don't care much to do or are not within our natural inclinations. But the words of Jesus as His glorification began to take shape --Love one another --are the same for us, those who are the Church springing forth out of the disciples' obedience. Not self-absorption, but self-sacrificial love; laying down one's life for another, obedience unto death for the sake of the Body and the glory of our High King in Heaven. Not a terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day, but a time for glory brought about by obeying the command to simply love.




